You want to believe in God but you can't

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You want to believe in God but your intellect prevents it.

First, allow me to relieve you of a burden: you cannot force yourself to believe. Faith is a gift, not a work of man.

But know this: the insurmountable gulf which you imagine stands between your present doubt and deep faith does not exist.

For if you want to find God, you are already praying. Yo…